Tuesday, August 3, 2010

The big day is tomorrow

This birthday is really a hard one for me. It means I have hit my golden years. 50......
Wow, if I am lucky I am 65% through with my life. I have lived now on the earth longer than I will going forward.
It is a really hard birthday. I didn't think this would be that hard. I always thought turning 50 would be a badge of honor but then I look at all these women in their 30's and 40's and I think slow down now for it comes quickly
Yes I am scared, yes I am dreading it and yes I know what the alternative would be....if I didn't turn 50. So, yes I know I should just shut my mouth and be happy that I am turning 50..... easier said than done.
So, if god allows tomorrow I will wake up at 4:45 a.m. head off to work and then it will hit me.......today I am 50.


Barbra Joan said...

OMG ! You are ancient..!!! Happy Birthday my friend.
love Barbra Joan

Majo said...

Don't worry Sis, I have been there and I was a lot more afraid when I hit 40 than the last 'round' one ;)

Have a wonderful Birthday, I'll be thinking of you!


Judy said...

Happy Birthday! 50 is wonderful! Really! Women can really come into their powerful self between age 50 and 60! Live it up.