Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Where has the time went?

Wow, hard to believe that summer is half way through.  I went to the Dr. today and have lost a grand total of 65 lbs.  I want to lose the last 30 pounds then I will be exactly where I want to be.
I am giving myself until January 1st!
I would say it should be easy but.....................................  losing weight never is easy.
One of the hardest things I have ever done a million times. lol
I have lost, gained, lost, gained and gained
This time it is a total life change not just the losing weight but changing my life and the way I look at food.
No longer do I live for the day that I can go out to eat at a restaurant or have that meal of a lifetime over and over again.
This is my life from now on and I just have to get used to it.
I will always be a person whom will have to watch what they eat.  I own it, embrace it but gosh don't I wish it was different.


Barbra Joan said...

you are to be congratulated and I'll be writing you soon...
So we both did the doctor thing today.. BJ

Vicki said...

Congrats, GF! I am so proud of you!!